I wonder sometimes if I suffer from clinical depression. I think I was depressed last semester. Makes me sad to think so, but God was with me the entire time so it was ok. All the symptoms match. It was probably from high stress. But I also get depressed when I’m not stressed enough. I was always an anxious kid. High anxiety can cause it. Everything seems bigger than it is. But college causes it too. But I wasn’t in college when I would get it. I wonder if I need someone to help me through this? I wonder if I have heart problems? I blacked out on the treadmill that day. Couldn’t get a breath. And my heart-rate skyrockets in no time when I work out. It was weird. I wish I knew these things.